Well, after slummin around the house for a few days now.. I got up yesterday and finished somethings that needed to be taken care of, stuff that I was procastrinating on because I didn't "care" but I've realized no matter how hard I try to ignore things, it actually makes it worse.. Sucks being able to figure out things.. when ya just wanna be 'brain dead' or left alone.. but as soon as I got out of my house, I came back and wanted to finish another... and another! And now most of my life is almost back on track... LONG ROAD, but I have enough energy today to drive.. heh sad analogy
I read somewhere about happiness ~ Its just driving down a long road with no rest areas and you have to go tinkel, but the next stop isnt for miles.. so you hold it, waiting patiently~ sometimes frantically for that next rest stop and when you finally pull in and run to the bathroom to sit down.. Its that spot right then and there that you find true happiness, its like Ahhhhhhh! And just like happiness it only lasts seconds~ TRUE BLISS! You feel good, get back out on the road again and you have just enough of that feelin to keep ya going to the next stop.. and so on and on and on heheh
OK SO i'm not the best at explaining things heh, most the time it never comes out the way I want it too... Basically, happiness comes in spurts.. (er ya ok, didnt mean br spurts hehe) and in between those spurts we are waiting for that next spurt.. OMG i'm done hehehe no more analogys!! PROMISE!
Have a wonderful weekend! Thanks for listenin to my rambling :)
Oh Cloudless, hon.. thank you for understanding
There are two days in the week about which and upon which I never worry. Two carefree days, kept sacredly free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is Yesterday... And the other day I do not worry about is Tommorrow.
~Robert Jones Burdette