Hey all, I've posted once before and I would just like to apologize for that particular post. I wasn't myself when I wrote that and I said alot more than I intended to. I'm also sorry for how arrogant I sounded, I read what I wrote the next day and was disgusted by some of the things I said. If anyone even remembers it, I'm not really that full of myself. So anyways, I guess I'm just looking for advice that would help me improve myself and live a more normal life.
Okay, I don't ever leave my house, for some reason I'm terrified of other people. It's like I can feel their eyes on me, sizing me up. Social insecurity is my biggest problem I suppose, because I've essentially segregated myself in school and unfortunately probably shut myself off from a good college. I've been to quite a few psychiatrists throughout the years and can't stand the tricks they use to try and get people to open up so I would rather be recommended ways I can treat myself if possible. I don't want to ramble, so again, I'm very sorry for how arrogant my last post was and I would graciously appreciate any self-help advice anyone has to offer.