Thank for ur mail. I went in today with a plan to book days off, since the manager is my line manager, i need to book days off directly with him. Anyways i put my booking form on his desk since he was'nt there, he saw it half and hour later, and said u need to give 2 weeks notice before you can take time off. I know before i took time for a 1 week and he'd let me, but now rules have changed... i did'nt know what to say, i just came out and sat back at my desk.
I am really being tested here, i am sitting writing this mail to you thinking, i cant do this. I need a break, and i feel i need it now otherwise crap will happen...
I keep teling myself i need to be strong right now this min, i just dnt want to break now.
I wish could of chat to right now.... i'll go to lunch!
mayb speak on mail later