I am new here. But I needed to go somewhere where there are others struggling with this.
I constantly worry, and think worst possible things.
I always think something is going to kill me, when I have cramps I think I have colon cancer, when I have a cold, I think its something worse. I have a tooth infection right now, and my face is swollen, gland is swollen, jaw etc. They put me on a stronger antibitioc last thursday and its taking a long time to heal, i immediately think its something life threatening, maybe its something more, maybe I am going to die from this because its not healing fast.
I google everything. I am always worrying, if its not health, its other things. I am driving my poor husband crazy and I hope i don't rub this off on my son.
Maybe its because I am a stay at home mom, with too much free time.
Maybe its because my mom was diagnosed with colon cancer 3 yrs ago, but she is better now.
Maybe its because my mom is the same way.
My husband always says, that not everything is as dramatic as I make them seem, but in my head they do.