I am here to find out what i should do. I am very depressed.
Here is my story (short version):
I am 20 years old. I have been in love with this woman for about
3 years now. She is in love with me as well. I was going to ask her to marry me on her birthday (really soon..). The other night we got into a fight and something happened. Something bad.. Her mother found out and she says she is forbidden to see me and if she does then she will lose her son. I love them both very much. It's hard for me to just give up. Nobody would ever love this woman as much as i do. I was able to talk to her last night and she told me she loved me and we would find a way. Then i talked to her this morning and she told me it couldn't work. This has been going on for 3 days now. My question is. What should I do? I love her very much and every day i cry. Seems like i do every 30 minutes really. I have had thoughts that i can not mention so i will not get into that. I've done things i should not have. I don't want to eat.. I don't to drink. I can't sleep at night. I don't want to have any fun. I just sit inside my dark bedroom all day long and think. It's like being in jail..
What can I do?
How can we be together?
If anybody could give me advice on this. please do so.
Thank you so much!
Post Edited (Deadbees) : 7/13/2009 11:19:01 AM (GMT-6)