I am sorry that she was abusing. I hope that she is clean now. It is very important for the baby. She has to have her wits about
her, thinking straight.
It sounds like you had a lot of anger built up, of frustration. I wonder if the two of you could go to counseling. That would show that you are really trying. You sound like a person with deep emotions. That is good, but the anger is not. Try not to hit things. That can hurt you, if you know what I mean.
I truly think that both of you could benefit from counseling. You need that objective point of view. From somebody honest and caring.
I hope that things work out for you so that you two can be together with the baby. That would be nice for all concerned. But truly think about
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