So I've been going through some rough times these past few months.
I was friends with a girl who only cared about herself.
I was raped when I was 16 I am now 20, and I never talk about it.
I felt strong enough to talk about it with her and she said 'Chele, whats going on in my life right now is much more important!' when all she was complaining about was how her adopted parents are soooo mean to her and treat her like trash. but thats just her looking for attention! IRL her parents love her and cherish her, and shes so selfish to realize it.
But she hurt me real bad.
I sometimes look for compliment, just to feel better when I'm done.
Never got them from her.
I write, and I asked her to read it, and she through a fit!
That hurt just as bad.
I'm no longer friends with her, but everyone was blaming me for her and her ex breaking up, when they were just to immature to be together! it was their fault not mine!
I want to talk about the rape!
I want to vent!
I want to scream!
no one lets me talk about stuff, they said 'its in the past get over it!'
and that hurts me so very much.
I'm really a sweet, girl whos sensitive, kind, caring, loving, protecting, and strong.
but people keep wanting to think that I'm their scape goat!
I jsut really want someone to talk too.