If you guys are the real deal, then distance may hinder your relationship, but it wont destroy it. You need to feel secure in your boyfriends commitment to you- I honestly think that the feelings you are experiencing are quite normal in the situation you are facing. Would you be able to see each other on weekends? could you skype or IM?
I promise im not thinking "she doesnt care bout her education, boys come first", no way. Ive been there and done that- the long distance relationship while i was at college, the whole 9 yards. it was hard. i know you are nervous, but i think you are experiencing Anticapatory Anxiety where you are anxious about up-coming changes/variations of your lifestyle.
Thinking of you- be strong and stay in touch
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