I think that you need to try to take life one day at a time. You are thinking way ahead of yourself. I know that at your age, you tend to wonder a lot about
life, you have many questions. I know that I did. I was constantly wondering why I was here. When I was depressed, I wondered why I would be put here to suffer so. And you do, especially if you are overwhelmed or if you are depressed.
Have you thought about
talking to a school counselor? I think that they are good at helping you make plans for the future and can help you with the depression too. I really think that you need to talk to somebody about
the way that you are feeling. You could also be looking for another job, but don't leave the one that you have until you find the other one.
You are taking on a lot with school and work. It is a lot to contend with. Give yourself a pat on the back for that. You should be really proud of yourself.
Keep trying as you are. Take life one day at a time, and try to live in the moment. Stay in the present. Try to not worry so much about
the future. Or to dwell on the past. You are a work in progress.
Keep posting as we are all here for you.
Best wishes to you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies