Hey, I can totally relate to what you are going through. I had the same problems after the birth of my first child, they said it was ppd, but the meds wouldn't work, and it seemed like nothing helped. Everything was just about perfect in my life, but I felt so lost, and down, and everything depressed me even more. Seems like there's no way out, doesn't it? There is though, I got through my tough time, and sometimes whenever I still have bouts, I know how to get myself through them. It's not easy, but when you need to unload, we all are here, and you can email firstname.lastname@example.org
. If I can help, I will do my BEST!! Take care, Deb.