thank you all for the welcome and posts. Much appreciated.
I know i'm not coping at the mo, and while anti-d's have worked for a while in the past they did cause other severe problems, so it's really a case of either/or!
I'm going to vent with a list of what's going on, here goes............(Btw,i'm female and 32)
Weight gain from uncontrolled eating.
Financial doom, getting further behind in mortgage and banks thretening to foreclose.
My brother in law, tried to sue us....long story!
Can't get pregnant and have had six months of hormone treatment that has failed.
GP locum, telling me i should be finishing a family, not starting it(at my age) and fibro doesn't
Referals to specialists, that i can't afford, (got family loans), only to be told, i've been referred to the wrong person, but ''thanks, & we'll take you E250 anyway''
A physch telling me i could have a personality disorder, or maybe dyspraxia......he doesn't know.
The doctor has even messed up me last blood test and gave me results he said were fine, when i phoned the fertility specialist to tell him my concerns about results he agreed...they were completely off the wall....I know face another 6 cycles of the phycho fertility drug if i stand any channce of pregnancy.
I feel like a complete failure. The medical profession has completely let me down and i don't know where to turn.
All of the above is circumstancial and i don't know that meds would help.....I suppose they would help me cope better. Aren't thses just things that everybody faces though and i'm just too thick to deal with them. That's why i feel like such an idiot, i can't handle anything.
I'm stuck in loserville and i'm not sure when the next bus is coming. And, my bike has a puncture.
BikeBoo, biking with my boo since 1999
Of all the things i've lost, i miss my mind the most! But it has its advantages!
Fibro, spinal arthritis and all that goes with it.