I'm thirteen-years-old and I've been having severe bouts of depression since age eleven. Lately, my mood has been even worse. I have fits of violence, everything makes me loose control, I'm constantly crying, I can't eat without feeling sick, and I've been cutting. I feel like I'm on a speeding train and I can't stop, all that I can do is hold on tight as it crashes. My family thinks I'm crazy but they won't get me help. My mom says I'm not really depressed and yells at me constantly. I feel like I can't function, I constantly miss school because I feel psychically unable to get out of bed, my grades are tanking, and I have crying fits in public and urges to cut at school. Please, please, help me! I think I'm going to kill myself if this doesn't stop soon, anything is better than this sort of pain.
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