hi, thanks for the post.
I guess there was something that i can attribute to the sudden change of mood but there is little i can do about it. It's a delicate subject and not one for an open forum.
He went out to celebrate his race success, there would be loads of people there, but no one that i would be talking to. I also don't drink socially as i can't stop myself when i start, so i just avoid social situations like this.
I was supposed to pick him up from the pub an hour later but he phoned to say his mate will drop him home later,(who'll be drinking and driving), i phoned back and he didn't answer so i left a txt asking that i pick him up at 11.30 instaed. Now he won't be home till the early hours of the morning, I could do with having him here so badly, i;m alone and so down, i can't stop crying and will have footballs for eyes for work in the morning. It's 11.35pm where i am now.
I know he doen't go out often, but the little bit of time he has off he never wants to spend time doing anything i want, it always has to be some sporting thing.
Maybe we're just not meant to be together, i think he'd rather be with someone else anyway. I think i'm just dragging him down.
BikeBoo, biking with my boo since 1999
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