Oh Frances, how awful this whole saga is! Im living at home with my parents paying off my stupid credit card debts and EVERY time the phone rings i freak out cos I know it will be the bank having a go at me, or one of the other financial institutions.
I cannot imagine losing a house. You said you wished you could earn your place on earth- lovely, please dont beat yourself up, you deserve to be here and to reap the benefits of a full and happy life just as much as the next person. you are totally worthy of happiness and good fortune. right now when its dark, you gotta fight. You are so much stronger than you know.
Unfortunately life throws so many curve balls- i can honestly say i think you are amazing for doing so well for so long under your circumstances.
Im sending prayers heavenward for you- Im sorry I cant do more.
(((((((hugs))))))) from down under-
Co-Moderator Anxiety & Panic- Depression
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOS, Chronic E.N.T and Upper respiratory tract infections, Reactive Arthritis, IBS, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD, Benign Vertigo, Impaired immune system. Tachycardia, GERD,
Low clotting factor= bruising. Tendonitis, Bursitis.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic. Nexium. Codeine Phosphate. Phenergan. Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:29. AP first DX @ 10. Fibro etc DX @14. Proud Aussie.