the emotions that i have towards him are very clear. he means so much to me, and i dont think i'll ever move on, hes a big part of me, more than i let anyone know, ive tried to stay positive and try to think things will get better, but theres always that "what will my life be without him" its always present everywhere i go, i feel as if ill see him or that ill talk to him id give anything to be able to do that again, i dont know how to move forward with my life knowing that he didnt didnt get a chance its not fair and what kills me is that i didnt get the chance to say goodbye. i havent gone to his gravesite yet im afraid to i dont want to but at the same time i do because i know he would want me to but im scared. Karen thank you so much for replying it means alot and Jaime your words are so comforting they give me a new perspective thank you .
i know youll NEVER let me down, iLOVEYOU!
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