what am i to do?

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Date Joined Jul 2009
Total Posts : 17
   Posted 7/30/2009 4:45 PM (GMT -6)   
i really dont know what to do.
as some of you read before about me i have had quite a bit going on in my life.
i was trying to get into school but now it seems like i cant.
i only got enough to take one class for one semester. and thats really not going to help me with what im going to school for
i was able to get a grant and such but it doesnt cover two classes and thats the minimum for me to be considered part time
once again im going crazy financially.
i really dont know what to do anymore
ive tried and tried to work as much as possible and i still cant make enough to get by and i really dont have enough time to work another job right now
when will all this madness end?
i feel im down as far as i can go now.
what can i do to turn everything around?
no one cares about me seems like
except my fiance and hes not here to comfort me
what am i to do?

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Date Joined Apr 2007
Total Posts : 32602
   Posted 7/30/2009 5:37 PM (GMT -6)   

Hello there and I am sorry to hear how down you are feeling.  Can you work and save money so you could start school in the second semester?  Sometimes that works for people.

I know it is disappointing to have to put off your education for a bit but do not lose sight of your goal.

Wishing you the best,


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New Member

Date Joined Jul 2009
Total Posts : 17
   Posted 7/30/2009 5:42 PM (GMT -6)   
ive been trying to for two years now and i just cant do it.
i have quit helping everyone i have been helping and i still cant get enough
i guess i will put it off longer
i was looking forward for something good to happen and its not going to happen.
this month has been awful

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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 20279
   Posted 7/31/2009 1:59 AM (GMT -6)   
hi rocker, good things do happen in time. look at me, 37 and back at school!!! money is tight all round. the hw team have taught me about the here and now. the future will happen, the past is gone, thus we have now. i agree that it might be time to priortise your health. with compassion. jamie
dx, mdd, severe borderline personality disorder.

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Date Joined Apr 2006
Total Posts : 932
   Posted 7/31/2009 11:11 AM (GMT -6)   
have you ever heard of vocational rehab? They help people with disibilities and other problems go to school. they helped me a ton with school, even though I couldn't finish. Check it out.
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