I think that there is still a glimmer there. I am glad that you posted. I too think depression and anxiety can go hand in hand. That is a tough one too. You get a sort of high and low that can lead you to thinking that you have mania, but generally it is the anxiety causing that. You don't sound manic. You sound depressed and anxious.
I too hope that the new medication works for you, though I didn't have any luck with buspar, I hope that you do. But it could be the case of needing something stronger.
Crying can often be healthy. But if you are crying too much it can be difficult. I would call the doctor and tell him what you are going through. He might want to put you on something stronger.
Best wishes for you to have a better day.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
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