If you don't mind my asking, what is CD? How long have you and your boyfriend been dating? Because, my friend who I talked about in my update has a wonderful husband who is like your boyfriend. They dated about 7 months before they got engaged and they haven't even been married a year, yet. She has told him, I'm pretty sure, that he made a mistake in marrying her since she has FMS, CFIDS, RLS-- to name a few-- and he told her that he didn't; he knew that she was sick while they were dating and it didn't bother him and that he LOVES her no less. He is the sweetest guy-- just like my sister's fiance!-- I've ever met who REALLY does love her unconditionally. It makes me want to cry and keep my hopes up that I'll someday be as lucky as to find a guy like him. I mean, he isn't they typical guy!! He washes, does housework, cooks for her almost every night, takes off time when she is sick to nurse her back to health, change his work schedule so that he can be home as well when she gets home from work. It's such a bliss!!!
I know you don't know me and I don't know you, but if you ever need someone to talk to I can be that person. I think one reason my friend that I posted about in "Update" is because sometimes she will call just to talk and all I do is listen and when it is appropriate for me to get a word or two, sentence or two, whatever, in, then it works out just fine. I hope you get better!