Well here we go again. Up and down-
DH informed me yesterday that he is NOT going to ECT got on some site that had only bad reviews and it doesn't matter what anyone says he is not going to do it. This is all without even talking to me. So now my choice is stay with him the way he is (which is not pleasant nor any fun) or get out and save my sanity. I emailed his therapist that we have been seeing together and filled her in on the happenings of the week, he had also informed me last week that the only reason he was seeing the therapist is that he had to to get his meds from the DR. I told her I didn't think I would be attending the seession this evening as I am worn out and am not sure I have any more to give someone who gives nothing in return.
She asked that I attend so that we can get things laid out on the table.....I have already expressed everything to DH last night that I emailed her today and he could care less. I honestly do no know what else to do and that sucks. I have been so supportive and honestly whatever decision he makes about ECT I would support provided he included me in the decision making. However he always makes all his decisions single handedly....to me if you want to live your life like that then what are doing being married?
Thanks for the ear everyone.....I do not know where else to turn or what else to do. Right now I am so angry and will withhold making any decisions until I calm down but he is pretty much placing the writting on the wall for me.