Well my computer is still on the fritz so I have stopped at the library to touch base. Really depressed lately and I have decided to be by myself. The relationships that I have put up with are taking a toll on me and both my friends and I have decided that my depression is to big of a hurdle to withstand and "they" have decided that they cant be with me. I am ok with this I guess because I didnt really care one way or another. I guess I am just cold to letting anyone close to me anymore. For me, those days are over and I am having an extremely rough time coming to terms with being happy.
My faith however does pull me through hoping for BETTER DAYZ!!!
My son starts school next week so I am busy getting his things together for him.
One more year without him with me fulltime and I am hoping to be a fulltime mommy to him once again. I just want to be happy and sometimes I think that it will never be. So many painful thoughts and worthless intentions.
" God not only sends special angels into our lives, but sometimes He even sends them back again if we forget to take notes the first time!"
Quoted in The Angels' Little Instruction Book by Eileen Elias Freeman, 1994
" We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo