I am so glad that you have come to join us. I think the forum can help you. Being able to talk to somebody about it makes it a little easier.
I do agree with Kitt, I think that you should talk to your doctor about going to therapy. A good therapist can really help you through this. You will learn ways to cope. And you don't want to disassociate yourself from him. He is your husband and you love him. Plus you want to keep communications open with him, especially when he is gone. Have faith. Know that things will be okay. You can get through this, and we will help you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies