I've felt like life was worthless. Like I couldn't do anything. Already skinny, I lost 10 pounds. I was unable to function, couldn't go to classes, and almost dropped out.
God blessed me with a support system that helped get me the help I needed. So you can trust me when I tell you the following.
With therapy, appropriate medication and diet modification (yes, your diet may be causing your depression) and exercise, things will get better. They will. They will.
There is someone out there who will fall in love with you, if there isn't already. There is so much beauty in the world, so much hope, and even in the darkest of times there is hope. When the world is drenched in our despair, when there is no hope, the sight of the a single ray of sun can remind us what is out there.
That there is good. That there is beauty. And love.
Things will get better. But you have to get the help you need. And absolutely make sure to rule out physical issues for your depression. If you're in treatment and things aren't working, please read this post
. It lists 10 ideas that might help treat your depression if it isn't responding to treatment already.