I agree with Jamie, I think that if you got a job, you would feel a lot better about
yourself. You will be taking care of the kids that way and showing your wife that you do care. I am glad that you got rid of the xbox. That is no way to live from day to day.
I hope that you find a nice place to live. Remember if you are bringing in money, you can get a better place.
I am sorry that your wife cheated on you. But don't blame yourself. She did it, not you. Though I can understand you probably thought that she was fed up with the situation at home, but that is still no reason. I hope that she doesn't cheat on you again. It sounds like you want to make an honest attempt at trying. So start job hunting so that you can help out financially.
I hope that things work out for you. You sound like a very nice person who wants to try to make ends meet. Keep trying and thanks for posting here, I am sure that others will come on with some advice.
Have a great day.
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