Thanks to all. I did have a good talk with hubby. I was very honest, and open. Told just how Im feeling, and it was nice to get that off my chest. Normally I dont say too much. I hold it all in. Dr said it is so bad, and causes anxiety to be much worst. So I took the plunge! Felt much better, and Hubby was great. He said it was nice to hear. And a lot of it he knew nothing about! I was surprised at first, but remembered that so many times men, dont know why we are upset?? I had read about that earlier in the day. It was true, and I needed to remind myself that "he cant read my mind". Best part was he said that he just wants me to be better, and feel better.
Yes, and i do take zanax. It has been helping me, but dr said it is very addictive. So I get very nervous. She said going to take ativan now. I guess and she said it is less addictive. But still works the same. Just look forward to feeling better.
Thanks again to everyone. Lynnie