Reann, welcome to HW. I have spoken to you in your other threads.
I am terribly sorry for your loss and can empathise. Yes your feelings of depression can be directly linked to grief and the grieving process. There is no time limit on grieving. It will eventually get better but the process is different for everyone.
Are the feelings you are having stopping you from leading a 'normal' life? Have you consulted a doctor re your depression? Its important to know this stuff so we can help you better.
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-Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Prescription pain meds/anti inflammatories.
-Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
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