I also am living one day at a time because I was in a real bad shape for like 3 months depressed and everything was bad in my life.
I got off school also and didnt have any interest in my work also. I stayed 3 months in bed doing nothing because i convinced myself i was sick.
I was living a nightmare...
Now its passing slowly but sometimes i suffer from anxiety or panic attacks.
I couldn t fast this Ramadan as I was diagnosed with Gastritis. I felt so bad not doing it but my medical condition doesnt allow it.
I did fast 3 days without my family knowing it because they didnt let me do it because i have gastritis.
Well, I also am seeking Allah S.T. help to relieve me from all this disturbance in my life so i can be normal again.
I am trying to make all 5 prayers as much as i can and ask forgiveness and help from Allah S.T.
Well , InshAllah we will be Ok
Ide Ul Fitre Mubarak