From what you wrote in your post, you will have insurance kicking in? That is cool. Hopefully the wait wont be too long. In the meantime take what the doctor prescribes until you can get the cymbalta again.
Here are a couple of free sites that might help you since you can't get counseling...
I hope that you will find these to be helpful. Since you can't get into counseling, maybe these will be useful to you.
It sounds like you had a difficult childhood. You can get beyond that. There are a lot of good books out there that can be of some help to you. One is called Healing The Child Within by Charles L. Whitfield, M.D.
I hope this was somewhat helpful.
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