Quin, truly sorry for your loss. You are going through the grieving process and everyone deals differently. I am so sorry you have had to face this tragedy. I pray you get some relief. As Kitt mentioned above, maybe you would like to post this in our anxiety forum?
Stay with us and let you know how you go- you really should try and see a therapist or counsellor etc as what you have been through is so traumatic.
Co-Moderator Anxiety & Panic- Depression
" Why does society view illness as weakness?" (Montell Jordan)
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
-DX:Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Seasonal Depression, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ, Endometriosis,PCOS, Reactive Arthritis, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania,
OCD, GERD, IBS.
-Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Prescription pain meds/anti inflammatories.
-Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
-Age:29. AP first DX @ 10. Fibro etc DX @14.