I have suffered from major depression psychotic features this summer. I started hearing voices telling me to kill myself and ended up hospitalized twice. I am doing better now, taking seroquel, wellbutrin, and prozac.
The question I have is: is the pshychosis and depression seductive to you? Do you get the temptation to submit to it when it comes on? I dont know how to describe this, but when the psychosis starts coming on I kind of am tempted to just give in to it and let it happen because it feels good in a way, like an escape. Does this happen to anyone else?
I had a minor relapse a few weeks ago and started hearing the voices again, and this happened to me. I really had to fight it and take my meds, talk to my doctor, etc. and not just let it happen. It is kinda scary.
I'm new here. Hoping I can help others...