hi disneygirl. i think your relationship was not meant to be. as a guy i am a little aggreived that he can not talk to you when he sees you. hey, maybe he is meant to be with your girlfriend, thus be happy for her, if not him. maybe he wants you to be happy for him, maybe he just does not care? anyway, for you to move on, you need to move on from the past. you can't change it, thus i would suggest looking at the here and now. when you are able to let this go i feel that your relationship issue will change rather nicely and quickly. you are carrying around baggage from the past, thus look at ways to bin it. i am sorry that you are depressed, with some positive reinfrcement i feel you will be okay. i understand that you were in a committed relationship, but this relationship has ended, more on his end than yours. stuff him i say. you have every right to be happy too, thus when you are able get your own place and let life happen, and let i t happen too. please know that at hw we care, i also want to welcome you to the forum. keep well.
dx, mdd, severe borderline personality disorder