You ARE young. Thirties is a wonderful age. Yes I know that it may be more risky to have a baby, but you would be a wonderful mother.
I imagine that your aunt is lonely, but talking about
things to you is probably comforting to her. I am glad that you are taking the time to spend with her.
It sounds like you are afraid of growing old alone. I guess I have that same fear. My husband is much older than me and I dont' have any children of my own. But I have his grandchildren and they treat me like family. So that is a comfort to me.
Try not to compare yourself to others, you will go at your own rate. Do what is right for you. If it is a man that you are looking for, I would suggest going to places like coffee shops, book stores and places that you would most likely meet a nice guy. But to be honest, these things happen in time. Before you know it Mr. Right will be just around the corner. In the meantime, take care of you. Do good things for yourself and love yourself. You are a special person and things will happen that are right for you. Enjoy life, with or without somebody else. What will be will be.
Best wishes for a wonderful day,
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