Hi Nightwish. I'm glad that you posted back again as I have been thinking about you. Relationship issues are tough to analyze because they are so emotional at the same time. I have been divorced for about 5 years now and it took many years for me to make the decision to call it quits. Luckily, it was my therapist who stuck by me like glue during those 3 years, helping me work through my emotions, my fears, etc. Do you have your own therapist or counselor who can help guide you through this important decision? If not, I definately recommend finding one that can stand by you regardless of the decision you make.
As to my own Monday, it was extremely stressful. The decision that was supposed to be made for me has been put off for another 8 weeks. That is a very good thing for me as it will buy me more time. Unfortunately, it is also bad at the same time as the stress continues to pile on. So I guess that means we are ultimately still in this limbo.
Keep posting - maybe we can still help each other out. I wish you the best.