Welcome to healingwell and the depression forum. We are here to listen, but I have to say we do have members as young as 13. If it shouldn't be viewed by them, it can't be put on the forum. But we want to help you as much as we can.
I am sorry for your past circumstances. That is a lot to deal with and I am sure that it is going to take some time to get over. And dealing with ptsd isn't easy either, but remember that your mind will protect you through this. It will deal with the situation when it is able to.
I highly recommend you to try counseling again. You just migth not have gotten the right counselor for you. There are many out there and you will find the one that clicks with you. Be patient.
I hope that you start feeling better soon. Remember one day at a time.
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