hi Olive33 just letting u know that ur not alone!!! i am feeling exactly the same way at this time. do u have any support's in place as it sounds like u may be a little bit suicidal, as the warning signs are there. can u promise u will talk to somebody about what's going on as i would hate for anything to go really wrong, u know what i mean??? pls talk to ur g.p or anyone that understands ok. please look after ur self Olive. best wishes. rose-bud40......
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
also suffer from chronic depression which is mostly caused by my lack of hormone's.
I AM CURRENTLY ON AVANZA FOR MY DEPRESSION!!!!!!!