There are a lot of resources out there that we just don't know about. Nobody tells us. Have you checked with your local social services office for help? If you are not working, you should qualify for something. Maybe you would get a compassionate social worker to help you out.
There are a few online sites that are free.
I am sure if you search the internet, you will find more. Also the mental health facilities often have a sliding scale to help people in need. Check into that. It sounds like you could use some support right now and we are here, but we are not professionals. Just fellow depression sufferers.
I hope that you feel better soon.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies