Hi I would like to say hello and welcome to the best forum on the net!!!!! I have read ur posts and am truly sorry about ur situation.
Do you have a good DR?,councellor ect?? As the moderators have said to you, take one day at a time or like me 1 minute at a time that's how i survive.I would also like to say that I admire you for still wanting to live your dream in the forces. I hope your dream comes true for YOU!!!
I'm also quite new to this but i tell you this forum has helped me so much as I can get on here and vent,write poetry,chat to other people in the same boat "so to speak" and it's generally a wonderful place to escape. Again welcome. Dont be shy let it out.
best wishes to you,
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
march 2009. op on a parastomal hernia & re-fashioning of stoma. Then complications,huge abcess in small bowel & peritinitus,emergency laparotomy to remove,icu for 5 day's. I think that's enough, no more.
Am taking AVANZA for my depression & ocd!!!!!!!!!!!