I would like to say i'm very sorry that you are feeling so terrible at this time. I also have had chronic depression for over 20yrs and my daughter who is 22yrs old has got a personality disorder,bi-polar11,post traumatic stress disorder and she hear's voices to, so i truly understand where your coming from sweetie. If you ever need to vent,pls dont hesitate to send me an email which is in my profile ok. Stay strong,try some councelling and maybe you do need some medication for a short while?? Pls keep us posted ok.
best wishes to you,
p.s. hope you are sleeping well???????
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
march 2009. op on a parastomal hernia & re-fashioning of stoma. Then complications,huge abcess in small bowel & peritinitus,emergency laparotomy to remove,icu for 5 day's. I think that's enough, no more.
Am taking AVANZA for my depression & ocd!!!!!!!!!!!