I agree with HarleyRider,
Take this one day at a time and go with the flow of things. If you can't work, persue the disability. Try not to worry about it, it will only make you sick and may cause you to have another seizure. You need to get some rest too. So try not to think about it, just go with it.
I have fibromyalgia, when I first got it, I realized that I was too sick to worry about things. So I stopped. That was the best thing that ever happened to me.
I signed up for disability too and I got denied all the way to the end. I was so upset, and called my psychologist. She said, well, this isn't the end of the world. And it wasn't. I realized that being upset and crying wasn't changing anything, just making me more miserable. So I stopped. I now am able to work part time. It isn't a lot, but it helps and gives me some spending money. I have most of Christmas done. Not doing a lot this year, but I was able to pick up a few more hours to get done what I did. Things don't always go the way we want, we have to be able to adapt in order to be happy. If we fight it, we will always be unhappy. So try to go with it and let what happens happen. You can do this, I know that you can.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies