It has been really hard and I feel like crying but it wont come out..........
Why do I have to feel like this???????
I have had lots of people die in the past and I do not cope well with it......
I dont think that we, as humans are built to ignore grief and loss. We feel it acutely, but we also experience it differently, and each person has their own way of dealing. Ive lost more loved ones than I care to count and have wanted to cry so much, but at times I simply cant. I cant explain it, but please know you are not alone in this.
Maz XX (Rev 24:1)
Co-Moderator Anxiety & Panic- Depression
" Why does society view illness as weakness?" (Montell Jordan)
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
-DX:Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Seasonal Depression, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ, Endometriosis,PCOS, Reactive Arthritis, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania,
OCD, GERD, IBS.
-Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Prescription pain meds/anti inflammatories.
-Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
-Age:29. AP first DX @ 10. Fibro etc DX @14.