hi i would like some advise in regards to my 22yr old daughter. She has been a drug addict since she was 15yrs old.
Her name is Rebecca and she has a daughter,my grandaughter who is 3yrs old and was taken away from my daughter by dhs
2yrs ago and it breaks my heart that she's not with me or her mother. Anyway im having an issue about my daughter,the last time i heard from her was about 6weeks ago and the phone call i got was hi mum im in jail can u bail me out!!! I couldnt afford it anyway she spent over a week in jail and i went to her court case and stood up for her even though she has done so much wrong,but i love her so much and just cant hold it against her.
My issue is that since the court case and even before that she never ever rings me to see how i am or anything. My mum talks to her behind my back then tells me all this stuff about her that i didn't even know. But i'm very angry,sad my heart aches as all i want is to talk to my girl but i cant as she wont answer or tells my mum she has no credit on her mobile. to me it's just excuses
as she could atleast send me a txt message just to say hi mum im still alive. this morning my mum say's to me lets go and see
beccy on Monday for a couple of hours but i cant do it and i dont know why???? All i do is cry when i think about my beautiful child,but i know in my heart that i have truly lost her to the drugs and criminal activity!!!! What do i do as i love her so much but just cant see her face to face at this time but my mum just keeps putting the pressure n me and saying i wouldnt just drop my kid's like that. She is trying her hardest to make me feel like *****. aND IVE HAD IT NOW NO MORE I CANT TAKE IT.......
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
march 2009. op on a parastomal hernia & re-fashioning of stoma. Then complications,huge abcess in small bowel & peritinitus,emergency laparotomy to remove,icu for 5 day's. I think that's enough, no more.
Am taking AVANZA for my depression & ocd!!!!!!!!!!!