hi sorry to hear that your not coping to well at this time. I would like to say that your not the only person with depression ect,so darling your not alone. Everyone on this forum has some kind of depression,chronic illness and the list goes on so please know that ur not alone and if you need to talk anytime just come here and let it out. Thats what i do and it helps me so much. Getting back to the other do you have a good councellor at ur school and if so could you talk to him/her?? From the sounds of it you need to talk to sombody that is not involved with your family in a personal way. I find its better to talk to a person that knows you and you only. Also you mentioned bi-polar do you know when they are going to diagnose your condition,and also are they going to put you on a different medication than the cymbalta?? Maybe a change is what you need at this time.
Never feel alone or ashamed,embarrassed by being depressed or other as it's a disease and not a put-on ok. Your still young and i'm sure with the right help and med's you can live a really good life my darling.. Hope this help's you some. and i also have a 22yr old daughter so i truly understand ok.
take care of YOU,
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
march 2009. op on a parastomal hernia & re-fashioning of stoma. Then complications,huge abcess in small bowel & peritinitus,emergency laparotomy to remove,icu for 5 day's. I think that's enough, no more.
Am taking AVANZA for my depression & ocd!!!!!!!!!!!