I would just like to say I'm really sorry that your in such a dark place right now. I understand everything you have said in ur post. You are not alone as long as you come on here as we are all here for each other!!!! I'm probarly in pretty much the same headspace as you ok. I'm feeling like you know!!! You know what i'm trying to say. I truly hope you can get some kind of
help for YOU!!!! You are in my thought's as I know how it feels ok.
Look after YOU!!!
dx bowel cr 2001. permanent ileostomy.
sub-total colectomy 2001,went wrong.
total colectomy 2001,left swab inside,infected,emergency surgery,blood transfusion.
complication 2001,bowel abcess,surgery.
Infection at lap site,another surgery.
Complication's 2001,bowel heamorage,blood transfusion.
Spent 12mths at Cabrini Hospital.
dx 1993 endometriosis chronic.
27 yrs, hysterectomy.
2mths later, bi-lat ophrectomy,removal of both ovaries.
dx 2005,bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on operating table,contracted MRSA in Coronary Care Unit.
Picc Line for 6mths for venus access & daily antibiotics.
dx 1995,chronic depression,ocd,? Bi-Polar11.
Am currently taking Avanza for depression and valium for anxiety,PRN only............................
I THINK THIS IS DEPRESSING ENOUGH!!!!