Welcome to the HealingWell depression forum. You will find friends and validation here. You are a good person, feeling nothing? I think you feel sad.
Have you talked to a doctor about the way that you are feeling? This might be a good idea because you could have a physical problem going on that you don't know about. Or you could have depression and need it to be treated.
People can have everything in the world, but if they are depressed, they are not going to enjoy any of it. Though you say you had a good upbringing and are fortunate to have what you need, this doesn't mean that you can't have depression. And if you do, you are not going to be happy. This is normal for a depressed person. But it doesn't mean that you necessarily have to continue to live this way. Depression is treatable. So see your doctor.
You seem to easily open up. Counseling could be a good idea. So take some initiative with this situation. Grab the bull by the horns so to speak, and get some help.
Keep posting and know that we are here for you.
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