Hope ur doing well to?? Thankyou for the reply. Yes i have to get to my pdoc as this is getting out of hand and very scary as i feel so high,but also so low at other times. im crying all the time but i also feel really good in other way's and my energy levels are out of this world. But as you have said im going to come crashing down and i know it and that's very frightening for me as i know what happen's when i do!!! And im just worried to about
all my new client's as they rely upon me to be there to clean there homes for them and if i say no they wont have me back again and i cant let that happen. I also know that i have to stop spending my money like it's nothing to me as i really do need it but at the time i dont care at all??
thanks so very much Karen,
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dx bowel cr 2001. permanent ileostomy.
sub-total colectomy 2001,went wrong.
total colectomy 2001,left swab inside,infected,emergency surgery,blood transfusion.
complication 2001,bowel abcess,surgery.
Infection at lap site,another surgery.
Complication's 2001,bowel heamorage,blood transfusion.
Spent 12mths at Cabrini Hospital.
dx 1993 endometriosis chronic.
27 yrs, hysterectomy.
2mths later, bi-lat ophrectomy,removal of both ovaries.
dx 2005,bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on operating table,contracted MRSA in Coronary Care Unit.
Picc Line for 6mths for venus access & daily antibiotics.
dx 1995,chronic depression,ocd,? Bi-Polar11.
Am currently taking Avanza for depression and valium for anxiety,PRN only............................
I THINK THIS IS DEPRESSING ENOUGH!!!!