hi B.B. and welcome to the forum. i am sorry for your situation, although i want to say that you have done well in reaching out on this forum. life is a roller-coaster at times, we go up, down, go through some scary corkscrews, and at the end of the ride we are still riding it!! our hearts are pounding, the adrenaline still pumps, but after awhile we are back at the start. my suggestion is to follow your gut instincts, and mostly to be true to you. maybe seeking some counselling will help, it is good to bounce things of a therapist as they are truely seperate and can give sound feedback in regards to what is happening for you. other members will post with ideas, but in the meantime, we care and keep safe. jamie.
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