I'm 19 and i'm constantly feeling low.
I hate my job and am currently feeling paranoid and scared of gettin into trouble with the managers there. Now its such an effort even going to bed the night before work because I know what I'll be waking up for...
My mum announced to me this week that she is leaving my dad because basically he doesn't care anymore...and he didnt fight to stop her leaving..
Ive just moved in with my boyfriend and i feel like i cant face going to work, then i cant face coming home from work in case theres a mess etc and i cant face it.
I currently have a week off work and I cant stand being alone in the house... i feel lonely, and rejected and like i cant face doing anything.
I have asked my boyfriend for a puppy, something to love that loves me back ,and when im alone i wont feel lonely...
but he said no, so thats that.
I'm sorry for moaning so much...
I just wanted to get some of it off my chest.