I am so sorry that you are feeling blue today. I know it is hard when we can't do the things that we wish that we could. But if you can just get your tree up and get a couple of things decorated, that should be enough to get you in the holiday spirit. Though I know that you are recooperating and that makes it difficult. But just hang in there, maybe your sons could do some decorating for you. I know that you hate to ask and all, but maybe just this time you could. And jsut let them do their thing when they decorate, you can always move things gradually to get it the way that you like it. Assuming that they will decorate for you. And if not, like you said, jsut put a littl bit out. Decorating the mantle and the tree will look nice. We don't have room for a tree. Our house is very small.
I know how it feels to be sad right now. We just had to have our geman sheperd put down on Wednesday morning. That is sure tough, but she was getting old and took a turn for the worst. The vet said that she was shutting down and we did the best thing that we could for her so that she wouldn't have to suffer. But it just tears my heart open to think of it. I really miss her. There is such a void there. But each day is getting a little easier. So that is good.
The sun is shining through the window, and in my eyes, boy it is nice to see that. It has been so damp and dreary here today. I ache so bad from the damp and cold weather. I turned my face towards the sun and shut my eyes, that felt so good. I can't believe it is the 27th of November and still no snow. I might jinx it, so I wont say anymore.
I hope that you feel better Aurora, don't expect too much out of yourself at this time. You might feel good enough to gradually get things decorated. Give yourself a break. Know that we all are thinking about you and want you to rest. Doctor's orders, Forum member's orders. lol...
Come here when you need to. It always feels better to talk things out. Like I say, take it easy, don't try to do too much at once. And give yourself permission to not decorate if you can't.
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