frank i have been down that path many a time, and yes on a few occassions i am lucky to still be here. i am a s/ab survivor, physical and psychological survivor, i have had 28 psych adnissions, 6 private and lengthy, many therapists, psychologists and shrinks, was in full-time therapy for 4 and a half years straight, did a 6 month inpatient stay for a program for people with severe borderline personality disorder. 2004. have had a course of treatment, ECT. six. been on the med merry go round, was homeless for 2 years, stayed in emergency accom for 3 months and 2 years in a salvo mens refuge, a dive. have lived rough, streets, along time, was kicked out of my mothers house, have struggled with family, ie, i am the messed up one. have had many personal loses, incl my lady in o6. very sudden. fell foul to addictive behaviour
s, have self destructed on many occassions as well. i have and are still being used by one family member, and her defunct partner has done some stuff to me that i can not say. too graphic, she lives up the road, my sis but have not been inside her place for 2 years now. i will not be alone with person.
have more to say, but i think you understand, i have been through alot. so, i wrote this so i could hopefully positively impact on you, for things have and are improving, still a lot of demons, albeit i no longer live in the past.......forward my friend. keep well and safe. jamie.
(Hi Jamie -- just changed a little "language" -- I know you were "shielding" it, but it was clear anyway: thanks, serafena)
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