Ok so a few months ago i was with this guy, who turns out to be my current boyfriend (however we broke up yesterday) and anyways, it was the summer we were drinking lots and i was really drunk and tired so went to bed about
9pm, my boyfriend say he was going to watch a few films first then come to bed, i didnt care was just so tired, I woke up at about
2/3 to my body moving, i was facing away from him, it took me a few secs to realise where i was and what was happening, he had his in me had his hands on my bum and was movin my body, i heard him groaning, i was terrifed i didnt know what to do, so i started to move and make noises like i was waking up, he stopped for a bit, and i moved slightly away, i then pretended to go back tosleep and then a few mins later i felt him sliding his in me, then really quickly he shoved his in me again. i really moved about
and started to sit up, he then turned over quickly. I didnt know what to do, i lay awake all night to scared to go to sleep.
I know that i am mostly to blame, i told my mate at work when i was drunk, i was crying and everything, and he went nuts, really wants to hurt my EX, he says its rape, but im not sure it is.
i cant explain why i still went with him, he looked after me, protected me, i seen him like a father figure, and i didnt want to lose him, my self esteem is pretty low.
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