It sounds like you are going through Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. This like repressed memories. I really suggest that you get in to see a counselor or doctor and get some help with this. But remember your mind will only let you remember as much as you can mentally and emotionally at that time. But it can get scarey.
You are not to blame, even if your parents do find out. You were to afraid to tell them about
it, but it is something that happened that you really need to deal with.
Just remember, this was not your fault.
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