I see you have not written in awhile, and hope everything is ok.
Conian, I know what you are going through too well. I took all of our savings, IRA, equity line on the house, put it all in my business, and shut it down today after almost 3 years, losing it all. I have checks coming through my accts that won't be covered. I owe $3k in state tax, and my husband caught me trying to ... right after Christmas. I have severe depression that I have had since I was kid. ... No one knew. I have been married for 8 years and have a 4 year old son. Why? I am an honest, good person, and I have hit rock bottom. I hadto close my store, my only opportunity to pay the money back my husband worked so hard for. He doesn't understand how I feel, has tried more since my attempt.
I don't like to look back, only forward, but can't while my bank accts are red, and I cant pay the IRS. I have to find a job right away, because I haven't had a paycheck in 8 months and our personal finances are in trouble, especially since now we have to cover the equity line.
I have no solutions for myself, or you, only understanding through words. I know support is very important. I have a psychologist and a counselor I see (the counselor is seeing me on the basis of he may never get paid). I had a few friends with me today as my big outside neon sign was being taken down with a cherry picker and hauled to the dump.
I hope my sleeping pill kicks in soon, good night, Conian. Tina
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