I'm really up and down with my mood swings. One minute I'll just want to curl up in the dark and try to sleep (which hasn't been coming easily) and the next I'll be ready to just get done with school and push myself through it.
I've been doing really good about
not resorting to old habits/ ways I would normally cope with stress and depression but after talking with friends I'm feeling worse and worse. No one seems to understand my situation
I recently got the call that the guy I was seeing can't ever talk to me again (it's a complicated situation) but basically I got no closure.
I've been trying to contact him to just talk about
all the depression and things I'm going through and also to give him back his things but all with no luck.
I don't feel like I can move on because we've been talking for 3 months or so about
starting over in a few months when the situation is better and when we could have the relationship we both have wanted.
I don't know how to handle this situation or what he is thinking, his decision was rash and I know he's struggling with it now. I'm thinking about
driving to his place to at least give him his things back...